I have covered this song only for you.  I told you that night that you  should listen to this song for you to know the whole reason why I like you so much. I know it’s been a week since our last conversation but as I have also told you, this is not a simple  process that I need to go through.  As much as I wanted to talk to you about anything under the sun, I can’t.  

Also,please don’t say sorry.  I mean, why do you need to say sorry for being true?  You have only expressed your feelings and frustrations about the set up that we have and I understand that you are just being nice and again, I am not angry.  I don’t even hate you at all.  I really appreciate your time waiting for me and the “talk” that we’ve had. 

"kaya naman naten magusap ng ganon diba? :)"  I’m hoping that if ever we need to see each other in the future, I will not be feeling this way.  I don’t want you be hurt and I don’t want you to have a hard time talking to me because of the "awkwardness".  But truth to be told, I know you so well and I have expected that you will message me before April 10 ends and you did but I’m quite disappointed because all I have read was sorry, you’re sorry and sorry.

I know it’s bugging you and I’m glad that just for a moment, our conversation keeps on spinning on your mind.  Now, I’m curious about something else, are you also thinking about me aside from the things that you have said?

ASSUMING! :))  I miss you very very much and I just wanted you to know that everytime I don’t text or chat you, I almost do.  I almost do.

I don’t know why but as the time goes by I’m getting attached with these people to the extent that I always want them to be around.  It’s been what? 1 year and almost 5 months of being together and I can say that I am very thankful to have them in my life as of the moment.
Everyday’s a blessing I can say.  There maybe some dull times at work because of pressure but at the end of the shift, you can always feel that they are there.  There maybe times that we tend to make face each other but at the end of the day still, you just misunderstood. HAHAHAHA,
I don’t want to be judgmental but can I? HAHA. I don’t know why is it with other people that they are asking why on earth am I doing inside this bpo industry, I mean they’re always like “You should get a decent job, match on your profession”, Hello? Is this not a decent job? Are you kidding me? HAHAHA.
People deal with things they don’t know, I don’t care if I’m not in the right position to say this but “Wag niyo maliitin ang trabaho ng mga call center agents, mapavoice man yan o non-voice”.  I just want to let you know that you should try working inside the industry and go see for yourself.  
Well anyway, just blabbing, it’s been awhile. :D

I don’t know why but as the time goes by I’m getting attached with these people to the extent that I always want them to be around.  It’s been what? 1 year and almost 5 months of being together and I can say that I am very thankful to have them in my life as of the moment.

Everyday’s a blessing I can say.  There maybe some dull times at work because of pressure but at the end of the shift, you can always feel that they are there.  There maybe times that we tend to make face each other but at the end of the day still, you just misunderstood. HAHAHAHA,

I don’t want to be judgmental but can I? HAHA. I don’t know why is it with other people that they are asking why on earth am I doing inside this bpo industry, I mean they’re always like “You should get a decent job, match on your profession”, Hello? Is this not a decent job? Are you kidding me? HAHAHA.

People deal with things they don’t know, I don’t care if I’m not in the right position to say this but “Wag niyo maliitin ang trabaho ng mga call center agents, mapavoice man yan o non-voice”.  I just want to let you know that you should try working inside the industry and go see for yourself.  

Well anyway, just blabbing, it’s been awhile. :D

At sa lahat ng bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ko ngayon. Lahat ng ito ay para sayo Lord God.

SALAMAT PO.

PHOTO GRABBED FROM KARLA
The most memorable 4 minute of our lives.  Ganon pala ang feeling kapag nasa stage ka tapos sa sobrang saya mo kasi one step ahead kana sa mga gusto mong gawin sa buhay, ayaw mo ng bumaba kahit tapos na kayo magperform.  Pagbalik ko ng stage soon, ako na rin ang kakanta. :D

PHOTO GRABBED FROM KARLA

The most memorable 4 minute of our lives.  Ganon pala ang feeling kapag nasa stage ka tapos sa sobrang saya mo kasi one step ahead kana sa mga gusto mong gawin sa buhay, ayaw mo ng bumaba kahit tapos na kayo magperform.  Pagbalik ko ng stage soon, ako na rin ang kakanta. :D

Ang Mini me too planner na kaakibat ko the whole 2013.  Di ko man siya nagamit ng malinis kasi puro  may doodle, allowance computation, things to buy list at medyo madumi na din kasi dumadaan siya sa edsa. HAHAHAH.
Lahat ng plano ko nandito na yung iba di ko naman nagawa. Aigoo. Iiwan ko na to sa bahay at di na dadalhin sa journey ko ngayong 2014. May bago naman akong kasama ngayon. :)  Gusto ko sana magflashback ng 2013 pero.. sige na nga, konti lang. :))
First new year na wala ako sa bahay.
Naging independent naman kahit papano. (ang hirap sa umpisa super)
Naiinis na kapag umuulan. (Di makapaglakad ng maganda ganda pauwi sa QC)
Nagfeb 14 kasama ang officemates (friends, again :)))
Liked someone else. (as usual)
Summer trip sa pangasinan! *Yohhoo!!
Nagbawas ng kaibigan at tinira ang mga karapat dapat :) ^Goodjob! (Yung walang lokohan, walang backstabban, di man tunay, di man perfect, di mo naman mafefeel na wala kang kwenta. :P)
First birthday sa trabaho.
Naka one year nako sa work! (tumatagal din naman lola niyo)
Nakalibot ng manila (layas)
Di na nagiinom ng basta basta. (^oi oi oi! HAHAH)
Gym. Run. Natutong magJumping rope (^the best feeling~ talon lang, takbo lang, di ka pababayaan ng efforts mo)
Nakipagdate din naman. :))
Natutong magbudget.
Kuripot na nga, lalo pang naging kuripot ^proudly kuripot
Itouchy + L <3.
Rilakkuma overloaaad
Shifting sched ^nakaraos din! :))
Battle of the bands ^Forreals.hashtag DASH. :))
Iced coffee milk tea na hindi ko na nakikita TT-TT
Nocturnal <3…
Person that supposed to be there ^hopefully. <3.
Yung highlights lang.  Di ko na rin matandaan yung iba ih! Anyway, let’s rock this 2014.  Kahit di ko naman sabihin alam ko naman na gagawin niyong mas maligaya tong bagong taon na to.  You’ll have your own ways guys I know. hihi.  Hindi nako masyado nakakapagblog like before, nawala na rin sa system ko ang bloghopping, maintenance mode at tweaks ng blog theme.  Nawala na sa isip ko ang dibdibang programming but still blogger pa din ako at kapag talaga nagkatime ng matagal tagal, I’ll bloghop like before and will comments on your posts.

Have a blessed 2014! :)  Fighting!!!!

Ang Mini me too planner na kaakibat ko the whole 2013.  Di ko man siya nagamit ng malinis kasi puro  may doodle, allowance computation, things to buy list at medyo madumi na din kasi dumadaan siya sa edsa. HAHAHAH.

Lahat ng plano ko nandito na yung iba di ko naman nagawa. Aigoo. Iiwan ko na to sa bahay at di na dadalhin sa journey ko ngayong 2014. May bago naman akong kasama ngayon. :)  Gusto ko sana magflashback ng 2013 pero.. sige na nga, konti lang. :))

  • First new year na wala ako sa bahay.
  • Naging independent naman kahit papano. (ang hirap sa umpisa super)
  • Naiinis na kapag umuulan. (Di makapaglakad ng maganda ganda pauwi sa QC)
  • Nagfeb 14 kasama ang officemates (friends, again :)))
  • Liked someone else. (as usual)
  • Summer trip sa pangasinan! *Yohhoo!!
  • Nagbawas ng kaibigan at tinira ang mga karapat dapat :) ^Goodjob! (Yung walang lokohan, walang backstabban, di man tunay, di man perfect, di mo naman mafefeel na wala kang kwenta. :P)
  • First birthday sa trabaho.
  • Naka one year nako sa work! (tumatagal din naman lola niyo)
  • Nakalibot ng manila (layas)
  • Di na nagiinom ng basta basta. (^oi oi oi! HAHAH)
  • Gym. Run. Natutong magJumping rope (^the best feeling~ talon lang, takbo lang, di ka pababayaan ng efforts mo)
  • Nakipagdate din naman. :))
  • Natutong magbudget.
  • Kuripot na nga, lalo pang naging kuripot ^proudly kuripot
  • Itouchy + L <3.
  • Rilakkuma overloaaad
  • Shifting sched ^nakaraos din! :))
  • Battle of the bands ^Forreals.hashtag DASH. :))
  • Iced coffee milk tea na hindi ko na nakikita TT-TT
  • Nocturnal <3…
  • Person that supposed to be there ^hopefully. <3.

Yung highlights lang.  Di ko na rin matandaan yung iba ih! Anyway, let’s rock this 2014.  Kahit di ko naman sabihin alam ko naman na gagawin niyong mas maligaya tong bagong taon na to.  You’ll have your own ways guys I know. hihi.  Hindi nako masyado nakakapagblog like before, nawala na rin sa system ko ang bloghopping, maintenance mode at tweaks ng blog theme.  Nawala na sa isip ko ang dibdibang programming but still blogger pa din ako at kapag talaga nagkatime ng matagal tagal, I’ll bloghop like before and will comments on your posts.

Have a blessed 2014! :)  Fighting!!!!

CN BLUE MOON IN MANILA 06/15/13

I was there, I remember it all too well. :D This is the best-est birthday gift for me.  I have been tagging them in twitter to let them know how happy I was that they&#8217;re been here during my day.  I love these guys and I love them more.
I really love you guys and that would never change.  Please don&#8217;t stop making good music and making history.  I believe in you. live performances from you guys are the best!  I think no words can even explain what I&#8217;m feeling right now.  I&#8217;m just, can&#8217;t even. ugggh.  Can you please comeback? Puhhlease. 

CN BLUE MOON IN MANILA 06/15/13

I was there, I remember it all too well. :D This is the best-est birthday gift for me.  I have been tagging them in twitter to let them know how happy I was that they’re been here during my day.  I love these guys and I love them more.

I really love you guys and that would never change.  Please don’t stop making good music and making history.  I believe in you. live performances from you guys are the best!  I think no words can even explain what I’m feeling right now.  I’m just, can’t even. ugggh.  Can you please comeback? Puhhlease. 

Ang dami na talagang nangyari sa buhay ko. :)

Thank you Lord God for everything.

06/15/2013

Mark the date. 23 years old na ko plus concert ng pinakamamahal kong CN BLUE <3. Mahal na mahal nila ko dahil kakanta sila para sa birthday ko. :) Hihihhi.. Gusto ko din sana pumunta sa SM Megamall kaso kelangan kong matulog dahil importante din naman sa akin yung trabaho ko Hihihi. 

Will post pictures - Hopefully <3.

Guess who’s back on writing?

Yes! Me Me Me! I have lot’s of stories under my folder but I have deleted them all, hindi kasi siya lahat tapos.  4 na stories ata yung binura ko ng walang regrets. Boohoo.

I’m trying to write “another” new story as of the moment and I promised na tapusin na muna yon bago pa ko gumawa ng bagong story dahil natetengga lahat. Kawawa naman.

Hihi. Gusto ko minsan bumalik ng Ftalk pero hindi din naman ako magiging active dahil di din ako fully online, every weekends lang. oy hindi! Depende pala sa OFF. hihih

Yay! Another post for my new theme personal blog.  As you can see, I love white these couple of months. :)  I know yung blog ko di masyado puntahin and I think mas importante pa din talaga yung content whatever the language is.   Kaya simplicity is beauty. What&#8217;s important is the heart &lt;3. Echos lang.
Ilang araw na lang tatanda na naman ako at sana this time, regular na ko magupdate dito sa blog na to. medyo napabayaan ko kasi siya compare dun sa isa na puro kalokohan ko ang laman. Hihihi.
Updates? (ay artista? :)) Been sick for almost two weeks.  Last week yung parotitis ko tapos absent ako sa office almost a week.  Then balik balik yung lagnat ko and the reason behind it eh yung UTI ko pala nagpaparamdam na naman.  Kasama pa ng ubo&#8217;t sipon. Sobra no? Ginantihan si parenren ngayon dahil sobrang tigas ng ulo at hindi nakikinig akala mo tama at alam niya lahat ng ginagawa at desisyon niya.
I know you&#8217;re matured (weh?) pero not all the time tama ka. HAHA. Makinig ka, you&#8217;re going to thank yourself dahil naging masunurin ka sa mga panahon na to kaya maging masunurin ka. :)) (okay I will).
No more sutsirya and cokes and maalat and spicy. Please take care of yourself.
I&#8217;m gonna post more after this since I have lots of stories to tell &lt;3.

Yay! Another post for my new theme personal blog.  As you can see, I love white these couple of months. :)  I know yung blog ko di masyado puntahin and I think mas importante pa din talaga yung content whatever the language is.   Kaya simplicity is beauty. What’s important is the heart <3. Echos lang.

Ilang araw na lang tatanda na naman ako at sana this time, regular na ko magupdate dito sa blog na to. medyo napabayaan ko kasi siya compare dun sa isa na puro kalokohan ko ang laman. Hihihi.

Updates? (ay artista? :)) Been sick for almost two weeks.  Last week yung parotitis ko tapos absent ako sa office almost a week.  Then balik balik yung lagnat ko and the reason behind it eh yung UTI ko pala nagpaparamdam na naman.  Kasama pa ng ubo’t sipon. Sobra no? Ginantihan si parenren ngayon dahil sobrang tigas ng ulo at hindi nakikinig akala mo tama at alam niya lahat ng ginagawa at desisyon niya.

I know you’re matured (weh?) pero not all the time tama ka. HAHA. Makinig ka, you’re going to thank yourself dahil naging masunurin ka sa mga panahon na to kaya maging masunurin ka. :)) (okay I will).

No more sutsirya and cokes and maalat and spicy. Please take care of yourself.

I’m gonna post more after this since I have lots of stories to tell <3.

2013 post for my personal tumblog expectation vs reality. 
Happy new year! HAHA been away for quite awhile. &#8220;busy sa work&#8221; &lt;3. Promise talaga kapag may super time, aayusin ko na ulit ang theme ko. HIHI. Pero inlove pa din naman ako sa white.
Anyhoo. Aside from rest day ko ngayon. Marami ding mga bagay ang bumabagabag sakin. :D Kahit yata sino maeexplain ng ayos to pero ako naguguluhan ng sobra. Sana, one day, paggising ko alam ko talaga ang tama at kung sino ang dapat na bigyan ng oras o kung pwede lang. wala sa kanila.
I&#8217;m enjoying my life as of the moment, the job, new friends, yung traffic at  yung times na hinahanap hanap kitaa. aaaaahhaaa. HAHAHA.
New Shift for this month. Post ko na lang kapag clear na. :D hindi pa din synced.

2013 post for my personal tumblog expectation vs reality. 

Happy new year! HAHA been away for quite awhile. “busy sa work” <3. Promise talaga kapag may super time, aayusin ko na ulit ang theme ko. HIHI. Pero inlove pa din naman ako sa white.

Anyhoo. Aside from rest day ko ngayon. Marami ding mga bagay ang bumabagabag sakin. :D Kahit yata sino maeexplain ng ayos to pero ako naguguluhan ng sobra. Sana, one day, paggising ko alam ko talaga ang tama at kung sino ang dapat na bigyan ng oras o kung pwede lang. wala sa kanila.

I’m enjoying my life as of the moment, the job, new friends, yung traffic at  yung times na hinahanap hanap kitaa. aaaaahhaaa. HAHAHA.

New Shift for this month. Post ko na lang kapag clear na. :D hindi pa din synced.

Hello First Day! Started last September 25th. Bit shocked because I thought that we&#8217;re like 15 or 20 something like that but it&#8217;s a huuuge team. No wonder because it&#8217;s a pioneer account. Lemme tell you the stuff that we did for these past four days in bullet-ed form.
First Day: The-getting-to-know-find-your-cliques-stage.
SHIFT SCHEDULE? Mon-Fri 11PM to 7AM&#8230;. Well fortunately. *insert client name here* people are very very nice even though we just met that time. there are some who are really really quiet and there are some who just want to have new set of friends because for the coming days we&#8217;ll be dealing with each other might as well do the first move to have good impression right?! :) Aside from that, two account from that client merged that night because of some training room difficulties. it was really awkward but things slowly getting okay as the hours pass on.
What do you think we did on that first day? of course the ever famous TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - and then talked about the things that we really need to know about the company. first day feeling? nervousness turned into next day to look forward to.
Second Day: Lectures. Lectures. Lectures
Lectures on the second day are very very familiar to me since we talked about that during my TESDA training for agents. It&#8217;s the US 101 course. they showed us the MAP of the united states and the basics about it. abbreviations, most used names and such. Talking about it made me teary for seconds because I remember the time when I am having such a hard time memorizing all those 50 states and their capital with my 304 family. 
We&#8217;re a bit feeling sleepy, oh no! MAKE THAT REALLY SLEEPY -  Who wouldn&#8217;t? HAHA. and then suddenly, the word PAYROLL popped out from the screen (not literally. HAHAHA) and everybody was like "WHOOOA! FINALLY!" yes indeed, they talked about how the company will pay us. 
Third Day: Games. Games. Games.
And to have some mind breaking adrenalin rush moment. we had games. Jeopardy and I don&#8217;t know the term of that game where in you&#8217;re going to pick a movie title and you&#8217;ll gonna do some actions for your members to guess the title of that freaking movie which is really not fun at all. HAHAHAH. I really don&#8217;t appreciate that game or it&#8217;s just that i&#8217;m being anti-social that time that I don&#8217;t care about what&#8217;s happening around me. LEWLS. 
On jeopardy game my group wins though it seems like I was there to just give claps and hurrays. HAHAHA. I think I helped them a lot? like, 5%? HAHAHA. while on the second game which is look what I&#8217;m doing and just guess this freaking movie already, we lost. HAHAHA and asked to perform the next day. 
and talked about the Business Plan all of a sudden.
Fourth Day: Marketing Strategy and building your own Business Plan
Based on the lectures the last day. we are grouped into seven and asked to create our own business and the freaking Business Plan. It was really hard to start a business and much harder to construct a business plan. &gt;///&lt; we took almost the whole shift for that business plan presentation and had more bonding with the people from the other account.
and my group presentation is such a beautiful mess. a thing that most of us will never forget. :)
We all know since day one that we are merged for this week only because even though we&#8217;re under the same client. we have different account. &gt;///&lt; and it seems hard to say buhbye with them for a while. especially our group which are called the promint because it&#8217;s the combination of that two account.
Waa. we just took pictures and say our goodbyes. we can see each other at the floor but still. it&#8217;s different if you&#8217;re with each other almost everyday. Buuuut still! I can say that I&#8217;ve gained friends for a short period of time and I&#8217;m glad that I&#8217;ve met those individuals. Mint Fighting!!!
**Photo taken by me. My first day badge.

Hello First Day! Started last September 25th. Bit shocked because I thought that we’re like 15 or 20 something like that but it’s a huuuge team. No wonder because it’s a pioneer account. Lemme tell you the stuff that we did for these past four days in bullet-ed form.

  • First Day: The-getting-to-know-find-your-cliques-stage.

SHIFT SCHEDULE? Mon-Fri 11PM to 7AM…. Well fortunately. *insert client name here* people are very very nice even though we just met that time. there are some who are really really quiet and there are some who just want to have new set of friends because for the coming days we’ll be dealing with each other might as well do the first move to have good impression right?! :) Aside from that, two account from that client merged that night because of some training room difficulties. it was really awkward but things slowly getting okay as the hours pass on.

What do you think we did on that first day? of course the ever famous TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - and then talked about the things that we really need to know about the company. first day feeling? nervousness turned into next day to look forward to.

  • Second Day: Lectures. Lectures. Lectures

Lectures on the second day are very very familiar to me since we talked about that during my TESDA training for agents. It’s the US 101 course. they showed us the MAP of the united states and the basics about it. abbreviations, most used names and such. Talking about it made me teary for seconds because I remember the time when I am having such a hard time memorizing all those 50 states and their capital with my 304 family. 

We’re a bit feeling sleepy, oh no! MAKE THAT REALLY SLEEPY -  Who wouldn’t? HAHA. and then suddenly, the word PAYROLL popped out from the screen (not literally. HAHAHA) and everybody was like "WHOOOA! FINALLY!" yes indeed, they talked about how the company will pay us. 

  • Third Day: Games. Games. Games.

And to have some mind breaking adrenalin rush moment. we had games. Jeopardy and I don’t know the term of that game where in you’re going to pick a movie title and you’ll gonna do some actions for your members to guess the title of that freaking movie which is really not fun at all. HAHAHAH. I really don’t appreciate that game or it’s just that i’m being anti-social that time that I don’t care about what’s happening around me. LEWLS. 

On jeopardy game my group wins though it seems like I was there to just give claps and hurrays. HAHAHA. I think I helped them a lot? like, 5%? HAHAHA. while on the second game which is look what I’m doing and just guess this freaking movie already, we lost. HAHAHA and asked to perform the next day. 

and talked about the Business Plan all of a sudden.

  • Fourth Day: Marketing Strategy and building your own Business Plan

Based on the lectures the last day. we are grouped into seven and asked to create our own business and the freaking Business Plan. It was really hard to start a business and much harder to construct a business plan. >///< we took almost the whole shift for that business plan presentation and had more bonding with the people from the other account.

and my group presentation is such a beautiful mess. a thing that most of us will never forget. :)

We all know since day one that we are merged for this week only because even though we’re under the same client. we have different account. >///< and it seems hard to say buhbye with them for a while. especially our group which are called the promint because it’s the combination of that two account.

Waa. we just took pictures and say our goodbyes. we can see each other at the floor but still. it’s different if you’re with each other almost everyday. Buuuut still! I can say that I’ve gained friends for a short period of time and I’m glad that I’ve met those individuals. Mint Fighting!!!

**Photo taken by me. My first day badge.

Shaw Adventure - THE FINALE :)

got my job offer yesterday and my medical exam. - Positive sa shabu. CHOOOS! HAHAHA. nah-ah Healthy ang lola niyo at negative lahat sa kachorvahan sa katawan. :’) at first kumuha muna ako ng SSS Number yesterday morning. Nakarating ako ng shaw around 1PM. tapos deretso na sa shangrila para sa medical.

It took me 2 hours para sa medical exam. ang tagal kasi sa PE eh >//< but still worth the wait. pasensya lang talaga. :) Then deretso na ako ng office para sa job offer. 4PM na ako nakapagJO ang sched namin eh 3PM. >///< still worth the wait. :)

Then kanina naghanap naman kami ng place for us to stay and ok naman yung place na nakita namin. ;’) sana maging maayos ang lahat. Magstart na ko ng TUES :’) Fighting!!!

Eh yung mamimiss ko silang lahat? HAAHHA. masyadong attached si brad. pero ang saya naman kasi the whole training eh. walang dull moments. punong puno ng saya, tawa at new knowledge. worth it to promise.~ Batch 304, kaya natin to! thank you sir Johanne and Sir JC! :> FIGHTING!!! <3.